Incestual Tendencies

"Why don't you hang all over someone who wants it?"
"Because, it would not only be less fun, but secretly you do want it."
"YOU BETTER GTFO ME WHORE."


FFFFFFFFFFFFKKK
Pinch a guy on the ass once in a tardcomic and he thinks he has the right to grope you.
It's one thing to think your character is hot, it's entirely another when they lust after YOU. DDDx

Seriously. Do any of you know what it's like to have a character constantly hound you mentally in provocative ways? I DO NOT HAVE THESE THOUGHTS WILLINGLY. Albert just kinda runs around molesting my persona, which in effect is molesting me, AND I DON'T LIKE IT. Okay... I feel so disgusting because I do, I really love Al a lot and if he existed I'd have a hard time holding back. WWRRRRYYYYY?!

I think he's the personification of my sexual side, which makes it all... incestual and stuff. AND it distrubs me to know end because he does shit I would never even dream of doing. I honestly wonder how I come up with these messed up lil boogers that have no real founding in my life at all. Seeing as I do not enjoy the thought of S&M, do not like pain/am not turned on by it in anyway, nor have the intense desire to have sex all the time. (Okay, that's a bit extreme, he's not THAT much of a nympho.) I'm not sure if this is a good or bad sign that I can come up with them...?

Al's been rather unhappy that I haven't drawn him recently. FUUUUU- WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT SKANK?! He is so gawddamn needy, srsly, I've drawn him A LOT and he's still not satisfied! xC I drew Garrö all hot and tasty last night and then today he's pestering me to draw him. KAAAW LEMME ALONE, someone please take him for the day, I need a break.
And UGH I doodled this before my test today in history and when I drew his eyes I got a little hot, MUTHERFUCKERFJDSKLFJSL!! *pulls hair with rage*

I sound so effin' crazy. Thank goodness I don't have verbal back and forths with myself as me and him. I don't even have convos in my head really it's all postulation, luckily he and the others still inhabit a world seperate from my actual subconcious. When that wall comes down I will seek help, I do not need various crazies running around my mind in the literal sense.

Okay I'm going to stop now before I sound more nuts.
COOKIE IF YOU KNOW THE SONG THAT LINE IS FROM. Man I really love that song. (Ah wait it should be "Don't touch me PLEASE" but that doesn't sounds and ANGRYGTFOish) And that's his hand on my shoulder, since our skin color is so freaking similar it may be hard to tell. As I did actually confuse myself at first.

And because I like the sketch: [link]

Edit: Darkened Al's pupils and mah glases. c: